I know so many people say i found the one or hes the love of my life. And i know ive said it before as well.. but with my experiences and my interations with countless men.. i know i found the man i want to marry.
Hes not rich. He doesnt come from the perfect family. He pushed studying aside to pursue is mandatory service in korea. And to top it off? He LIVES in korea. Far from perfect eh?
I dont care. None of that. At all. Him being far away? Yeah that sucks but what can i do? His life is his to live.
I think when i realized that i didnt care, wasnt me being ignorant or inconsiderate. It was me trusting and believing that he’ll do whats best for him, his future, and the people around him.
I love him. With every inch of my being. Whatever he chooses to do, im on his side. Whatever path he chooses to take, you best bet ill be right next to him. For better or for worse.
But love isnt a one way street is it. I know that he loves me. How? Because i just do.
He makes me a better person. He cares for my physical, mental, emotional wellbeing, as for my familys. He pushes me to be the best person and the best student. If im in a fight or an arguement, no matter how ridiculous i am hes always by my side and corrects me privately to make sure he gets me level headed.
Last but not least, im the happiest when im with him and he with i. No matter how many hours of sleep i lose, its all worth it.
He accepted all my flaws, stuck by me, and to this day is my mental and emotional anchor. And idk what id do without him in my life.
Kihong park. I love you. With my being. And im so glad that despite our circumstances, we were able to meet and fall in love. It was a passionate start. And our fire never changed.
And i hope you never change.
I love you babe. Youre my One.
Soulmate, Bestfriend, Lover.
“It’s not just about sex. Don’t get me wrong. Sex is fucking great, but when you have a connection with someone, when you feel so strong for someone, just a kiss is enough to make your knees weak. You just can’t beat that.”—(via the-best-side-of-life)